November 11, 2011. A day of remembrance and reflection. Remembering a loving, talented son who enriched all of our lives and reflecting on his life which he cut short one year ago. I agonize over the unbearable pain Doug must have felt that led him to take his own life. If only he had asked for help, if only he had been able to share the pain, if only I had called more often, if only............ Those words will echo in my heart and mind forever. I can only believe that wherever he is now, Doug is happy and relieved of pain. He will always live on in my heart and in my memory. I miss him terribly and will attempt to do whatever I can to honor his memory. Written with love and tears. Mom